Thursday, March 26, 2015

Comfort

In an attempt to get our minds flowing with creativity, and to strengthen the practice of putting pen to paper.... my dear friend Andrea and I purchased a book together called 642 Things to Write About, the book is full of prompts and we will choose one a day.  I'll be posting mine here, and to see Andrea's beautiful blog, click here!

Onto today's post...



Comfort

Comfort in food
In Chipotle Burritos
Suppression

Comfort in books
In other people's stories
Escape

Comfort in obesity
In walls of my own making
Sidelined


(Dis)Comfort in Chaturanga Dandasana
In honoring how I got to this point
Forgiveness


Comfort in Ujjayi Breath
In filling up my lungs
Intention

Comfort in Savasana
In relaxing into myself
Rejuvenation

Comfort in Anjali Mudra
In awakening to life
Gratitude

Wednesday, March 25, 2015

The way the sky looks today...

The way the sky looks today...
Is like flinging your car out of the roundabout onto the motorway
It's pushing your vehicle to 90 miles per hour in the fast lane
Flying past fields of rapeseed that crescendo in billowing waves
The way the sky looks today...
Is like rivers of rain running down window panes
It's the defrost and the windshield wiper blades
Stopping only for gasoline and toffee nut lattes
The way the sky looks today...
Is like old school Ray LaMontagne
It's "Jolene", "Trouble", and "Three More Days"
Singing along innocently and wholeheartedly about things to come and eventual gain

Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Let's Talk About Books Baby!

February

Books Bought:
The Sheltering Sky By: Paul Bowles
High Fidelity By: Nick Hornby
Infinite Jest By: David Foster Wallace

Books Read:
Bossypants By: Tina Fey (audiobook)
Reconciliation: Islam, Democracy and the West By: Benazir Bhutto
The Girl on the Train By: Paula Hawkins
America: A Citizen's Guide to Democracy Inaction By: Jon Stewart (audiobook)

I don't know what is going on with me but I do not feel like reading this year!!!   I bought some books, the main thing you need to know about these 3 books is that they all tie back to Dave Eggers in one way or another.  Hopefully someday I will get up the motivation to actually read them.

So, if I haven't been reading books, what have I been doing?  Listening to audiobooks, that's what.  The cheaters way.  This month I listened to not one, but two audiobooks!  Both were very short, not a huge commitment like that mammoth beast Game of Thrones that I listened to last year.  Both were read by the author, which was nice since they were comedic and it sounds funnier coming in the tone that the author meant to convey.  

Tina Fey.  I am now convinced that I must watch 30 Rock on Netflix sometime soon.  (hmmmm... maybe netflix and my new TV is the reason I haven't been reading so much... darn you House of Cards)!  Anyways, what a funny lady!  I love the part where she responds to nasty messages/comments that she's read about herself online.  So funny!

Jon Stewart.  What can I say?  I seem to have missed the boat with The Daily Show (what with the no TV and no cable thing) but I couldn't help but wonder... what is it about this guy?  People love him.  I have to say, this book was funny... but I'm not convinced solely on this that he should run for President like all his minions would love to see happen... but based on this I am kind of sad that I never got to partake in this pop culture phenomenon!  I haven't looked to see if there are any episodes on Netflix... I'll have to remember to do this.  (and all my unread books on my shelves make a disturbing sigh of disappointment)

Ok, so I did finally manage to finish Benazir Bhutto's book.  Finally.  I liked this book, but I think I was looking for more of an auto-biography (which she does touch on some of the major events of her life), but just like the title this book was a book about Democracy, Islam and the West.  The sad thing is, when you see how she had a plan and she knew her history, it just makes you wonder how things would be different if she hadn't been killed.  I look forward to learning more about her. 

And lastly, this year's "new Gone Girl".  Let's just say a few things: takes place in England, the main character is an overweight female, divorced, with reproductive issues.  I just kept thinking, please don't let the overweight, divorcee with reproductive issues be the killer! haha!  I'm not going to tell you, you'll have to read it for yourself!

What have you people been reading over this crazy winter?

Monday, February 9, 2015

Let's Talk About Books Baby!

January

Books Bought:
What is the What By: Dave Eggers
Nine Stories By: JD Salinger
Wolf Hall By: Hilary Mantel
The World According to Garp By: John Irving

Books Read:
Still Alice By:  Lisa Genova
Chasers of the Light By: Tyler Knott Gregson

Another month of buying books! (Again, I had a crazy awesome return that gave me a massive credit, sounds shady, but I promise, it wasn't.)

Since, I'm behind on posting for January let's just jump into the "Books Read"!

Still Alice, goodness this book has literally been on my shelf for years.   Obviously, it was time to read it as the movie release date was fast approaching, even more incentive, when Julianne Moore earned herself an Academy Award nomination for her role as Alice.  Everywhere I read this book.... at work, at the gym (it's January after all, right?), everywhere, people commented on how this book impacted them.  It leaves a strong feeling with you.  It made me wonder, if my little forgetful moments means I'll have Alzheimer's.  It prompted me to tell my family that if I ever develop the disease to never put me in a home just because it gets hard!  The disease is so much more encompassing than I ever imagined!  I didn't think about how you could forget where the bathroom is and frantically be looking for it, I didn't think about how you could lose your depth perception and hurt yourself, I didn't think about how no one really bothers making support groups for the victims because it's too hard for them to remember or communicate what's going on with them or how they are feeling!

Goodness, what a book!

Next up was a poetry book.  I started noticing on Instagram that everyone was receiving this book for Christmas.  A little google action and I found out that Tyler Knott Gregson bought a vintage typewriter and while he was at the store he pulled out some used piece of paper and typed out a quick poem.  Apparently he became addicted to the feeling of not editing ones self, of saying what you want in one go because his instagram is filled with little diddies that the dude writes everyday.  I was kind of indifferent about this book, I liked the idea of it.  I liked the cover.  Some poems were absolutely breathtaking, and reminiscent of feelings I've felt before, but then I found myself more than once being like, "Dude!  Move on!!!!"  Who knows what heartbreak Mr Tyler experienced and how fresh it is.  I hope it's fresh.  I hope he hasn't gotten in the habit of eulogizing a relationship from long past.  I also thought somethings were very elementary, but then again, sometimes love, loss, crushes, flutters can only be explained in the most innocent and cliche of ways.  I do find it interesting that this poet teaches an online seminar about releasing your creativity.  I was tempted to sign up just to see if the exercises would get me writing more, but I was a day late and a dollar short.  Maybe next go round.  We'll see.

Happy New Year everyone!  What do you hope to read in the new year?  Any of your favorite authors releasing some new material?

Wednesday, January 14, 2015

A Year in Review (2014)

2014... a year in books & music

I'm a bit behind.  I guess the main reason is that 2014 didn't seem to produce much in the way of greatness, it all feels a little "been there done that" in regards to books and music.  Nonetheless, here they are, my 3 favorite books released in 2014 as well as my 3 favorite albums!

Books (in no particular order): 


As I have said numerous times before, I adore Nichole Robertson!This book came out right before the holiday season and is going to prominently be featured on my coffee table until Valentine's Day.  It's very lovey dovey--- it's red, it's France, it's adrorable!  Nothing but photos, but definitely the kind of photos I love!


Wow!  So, as I already posted about that I went to the Hillary Clinton book signing, and I already posted about what I thought about this book.  Hats off to Madame Secretary Clinton for writing a book that is entertaining and educational.


Loved this poetry collection, even more so after finally finishing the collection of Kerouac poetry that I worked on all year.  Where Kerouac is messy, all over the place and nonsensical; Sarah Kay writes poetry that is moving, makes sense, and I found I could easily relate to it.  At the end of the day sometimes I'll take the simple and sweet over the complex and tortured.  

Let's talk for a minute about the fact that none of these books are fiction!  In a normal year, something of note in the fiction realm has to be released.  Maybe my "go to" authors dropped the ball a bit... but by far the most interesting fiction I read this year, was from years past!  2015 better bring it!


Albums:

By far my favorite album of the year! I will forever have fond memories of listening to this album as I drove all over Estes Park on a brisk autumn weekend in October.  The lyrics are fun, and almost every song is memorable!

Actually, this one was a VERY close second...  I didn't think that I would ever love Tim McGraw again, he's too wrapped up with memories and a life from a long time ago.  But with this album, I found that he was getting more spins than almost everybody else.  I welcome him back into my life!

And... if I have to choose a third it would be this.  Every time I listen to this album I realize I like it more and more.  It also reminds me that it comes from a different time, but I can't pin down what time that is... but nonetheless I like it. 

There you go, a very brief and late synopsis of my favorite pop culture of 2014!  What did you enjoy that came out in 2014?

Monday, January 5, 2015

Let's Talk About Books Baby!

December



Books Bought:
Paris in Love by Nichole Robertson
Chasers of the Light- poems from the typewriter series by Tyler Knott Gregson
The Corrections by Jonathan Franzen
The Kingmaker's Daughter by Philippa Gregory
All My Puny Sorrows by Miriam Toews
The Plantagenets: The Warrior Kings & Queens who made England by Dan Jones
Books Read:
Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn
The Silver Linings Playbook by Matthew Quick
Collected Poems by Jack Kerouac
City of Rivers by Zubair Ahmed
Emmaus by Alessandro Baricco
Imagined London: A Tour of the World's Greatest Fictional City by Anna Quindlen
The Lady of the Rivers by Philippa Gregory

Ok... so first let me explain two things here: 

1.  It looks like I spent all my money this month on books.  So not true.  I took it upon myself to return two volumes of the Complete Annotated Sherlock Holmes that had never been opened that I bought years ago.  I realized I was never going to read those books.  Luckily for me, they took them back.  So I had a massive in store credit, hence the last 4 books bought.  The first two were just me being selfish.  I found this guy on Instagram who bought a typewriter and fell in love with the idea that you couldn't edit yourself, he just started writing poems one day and there you have it, voila, he had a book on his hands.  Far be it from me to deny this young handsome gent my dollars in the name of poetry!  Who doesn't love a young handsome gent who types poems on a vintage typewriter?!?  Hubba hubba!

And while we are on that note, one can never go wrong with Nichole Robertson's Paris photography.  This book will be in heavy use on my coffee table leading up to Valentine's Day!  Yes, it's December and I'm already talking about the big V-Day.  And I'm single. Imagine that.

Now for books read... I know it looks like a lot, but it's really not.  A few of these books were quite thin, one I had been working on FOREVER, and one was a quick poetry book.

Let's start at the top.  Gone Girl... Goodness Gracious!  What a crazy read!  I'm like the last person on the earth to see the movie (as soon as it comes to Red Box)... but golly this book was nuts!  I liked it, it was entertaining, but it's not great literature... and by the end I felt like it went a bit too far.  I actually think I liked Dark Places a little more.  In that book there was more character development.  Not just, "hi, here are some crazies!  Have fun!"

I know I'm like a few years late in finally reading The Silver Linings Playbook, this is one of those rare occasions where I've actually seen the movie prior to reading the book and in this book's case I've seen the movie several times.  I love both.  I love how it shows that things can happen to us where our mind just literally breaks.  I love the way football is something that ties all these characters together.  Overall, entertaining.... not a favorite, but I liked it more than your average book.

Jack Kerouac... I have now read every word of poetry you have ever written... and I am so indifferent.  How can I love your stories so much and not really get your poetry?  I know, I know, it's supposed to be  like jazz.  All over the place.  Sporadic. Exciting.  I just couldn't follow most of it.  I know we're supposed to take our time with poetry.  And I'll let you decide whether a year was an appropriate amount of time for this behemoth of a collection.  I feel like to completely understand I'd have to give a lifetime, and I feel like I already wasted enough time with a year! 

City of Rivers... Here's what NPR had to say about you:

The knife-edge balance between suffering and song, and the figure of exile, drive Zubair Ahmed's dazzling book, "City of Rivers." Born in 1988, Ahmed was raised in Dhaka, Bangladesh. He finished high school in Duncanville, Texas, before attending Stanford. As it happens, Ahmed's visceral poems are themselves magnificently rigged machines that sharpen around one or two images, many of them from the homeland he left, some of them from life in Texas. His lines turn breathtaking corners. Here's the poem "Concession," in its entirety:

"I could sit here all night and chances are, I will. The moon lights the ocean on fire. I watch the waves repeat themselves until they become a house with soft lights and no furniture. I begin to sleep. My body is music. I will never have a home."

I remember thinking I was going to LOVE this poetry collection, turns out it was far better than Kerouac, but not something I would ever revisit again.  And that to me is what poetry should be... it should be lines you want to remember forever, words that inspire you, promises that you make to your most loved ones.  Maybe I'm just too dang romantic.  This must be a phase.  :-) 

Emmaus: I feel like all the things that I normally would love were just "eh" in this month!  McSweeney's as usual you kept my interest piqued, but again, I did not love this book. This story was about a group of boys and a girl that they are obsessed with.  In more ways than one their obsession leads them all to adulthood.  It's always fun to be exposed to different styles, and foreign authors, I'm glad McSweeney's does this so often.  But I guess I was just picking all wrong books for the mood I was in.

Imagined London- this book is about London (duh) and all the stories that are based there.  I thought I would curl up with a cup of tea and be swept away.  But this book was actually very boring and filled with loads of information which made it feel like more of a book for school.  Thankfully, it was short.

Lastly, every Christmas season I pack up my bags and head to my parents, and lately the tradition seems to be.... I bring some huge War of the Roses or Tudor historical fiction novel with me.  Why I think Christmas, and then think war and beheadings I have no idea.  But... I do like the romance of it all.  And these books always feel a little indulgent.  Sure they are based on real historical people and real historical events... but they are just a huge soap opera or romance novel in disguise.  I should probably hate them.  But they are a way for me to read something that has to do with powerful men ripping off bodices, and not feel too dumb downed!  Goodness... I can't believe I just admitted this.  Oh well, we all have our thing.  I just think I will never forget my sister walking into the bedroom and saying, "What are you reading?" In that judgmental tone as she looked at my library book, with an enchanting woman in a gown looking like she's coming up from some river! Oh well.  I can honestly say I learned a lot about the earlier years of The Cousins' War.

That's it.  Here's to another year of reading!  May we all find some books that shake us to our core (and maybe some men too)! :-)


Wednesday, December 10, 2014

Let's Talk About Books Baby!

November

Books Bought:
Your Fathers, Where Are They? And the Prophets, Do They Live Forever? by Dave Eggers
Merry Christmas: and other Christmas Stories by Louisa May Alcott
Books Read:
Freedom by Jonathan Franzen
Your Fathers, Where Are They? And the Prophets, Do They Live Forever? by Dave Eggers
 Merry Christmas: and other Christmas Stories by Louisa May Alcott
Night by Elie Wiesel
The Invention of Wings by Sue Monk Kidd
The Horse and His Boy by CS Lewis

This was a most excellent month for reading!  Oh my goodness!  Let's just start at the top of books read and work down.

Freedom what a book!!!  I had heard that Jonathan Franzen would blow my mind, and boy did he!  First of all, this is absolutely without a doubt the book that I wanted to write in 2009.  This book combines all my favorite messed up things like: The Bush Administration and the War on Terror, Washington DC, an unhappy marriage, the realizations that nothing is how you thought it was going to be, the blissful youthful years, the boy you can't have, and how even though it is all painful it is all so achingly beautiful!  I love how you wonder the whole time why is the book called Freedom?  What is the author trying to say?  I will definitely be reading Franzen again, I've heard that The Corrections is a book I need to read, and I believe this so I will be doing this asap!

Now for my boy Eggers, I think it might be time for him to stop coming out with a book a year.  Don't get me wrong, I still liked this book and I still think he's extremely relevant but it's just starting to feel a bit forced.  This book was about a crazy guy kidnapping a bunch of people and asking them questions.  It's hinting at: how do we still go forward when there are so many road blocks to our dreams?  Is it ok for a bunch of police officers to shoot an unarmed teenager?  Do we blame the people from our past for how we've turned out?  It was very philosophical.  All dialogue.  A quick read.  

Louisa May!  Oh goodie!  Reading stories from this woman fills your heart up to the brim until it all runs over and you feel completely toasty, cozy and merry!  These stories remind you of the simple things in life and how delightfully wonderful they can be when we realize we've been taking them for granted.  It also just makes you want to throw open your heart to those less fortunate.  I devoured a story each night from this book for a week.  And everytime it felt like I was sitting by the coziest of fireplaces, by the prettiest of trees, in the cutest pj's possible.  But really it was nothing like that, it's just these stories give you such a warm feeling.  They are a bit elementary, but that's the beauty in them.

To balance out all the merriment I spent a night reading Night by Elie Wiesel.  I know, I know... I should have read this powerful memoir a million years ago.  I'm so very glad that I have now.  Nothing can be said here that hasn't already been said about the Holocaust, Night, or Elie Wiesel.  All I can say is: read it.  If you haven't read it yet, read it.  Here was one of my favorite quotes:


Next up was a book that I had heard about on NPR and that has been selected as the book of the month for this new online book club ran by my dear friend.  Let me just say, I felt like a complete fool, this book takes place in the Antebellum period which is what I spent most of my time studying in my Bachelor's degree in History.  I recognized that Denmark Vesey was a real person being drawn into this historical fiction, but it was only towards the last third of the book that I started thinking... were the Grimke sisters real people?  I googled them and sure enough, (here's where the fool part sets in), not only were they abolitionists but they were HUGE women's rights activists, notorious for their time and very influential on Lucretia Mott and Elizabeth Cady Stanton (who I remember from classes).  Goodness, I'm sure they must have went over this in the NPR story, but it must have been too long between the time I heard the story and the time that I actually read the book!  Either way, it was a treat to learn more about the sisters (even if their were fictitious elements).

And for my last pick for the month.... The Horse and His Boy.  Now apparently there are three ways in which to read The Chronicles of Narnia (in the order they were written, the order they were published, or the chronological order).  I've heard that my set goes in chronological order, but I am no expert, so I'm not going to confidently state that.  I do know that over a decade ago I read The Magician's Nephew and then The Lion, The Witch, and the Wardrobe to my sister.  We had started The Horse and His Boy but we lost interest... so needless to say I haven't been eager to delve back in.  But in my attempt to move more legitimate authors up my "most read" list on goodreads I figured now was the time to dip my toes back in the water.  It was cute, I can see why kids could get swept up in these books.  I'm not exactly sure how this book parallels or draws from stories from the Bible (aren't all of these supposed to)?  But I'm definitely not an expert on the Bible.  All I can say is, maybe it won't be another decade  before I read Prince Caspian.

That's it for November!  What have you been reading?  What books are you giving as gifts this season?  What books are on your wish list?