Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Literary Inklings



        When I was a little girl I could always be found reading a book; while my siblings were out leading the neighborhood in street hockey games of epic proportions; I would be curled up in a chair somewhere reading stories that took me to far away places.  Every Christmas my favorite gifts were the ones that I had identified under the tree as books; they sat there so delicately wrapped in paper that shined under the twinkling of the colored lights laced throughout the tree branches.  When Christmas morning finally came, and after the big unwrapping event had ceased; I would take my little treasures to my room and line them along the bookshelf that my dad and grandpa had made me, and then I would begin the process of choosing which one I should read first.  When I was a teenager I found myself spending my money from my part time job on Oprah’s latest picks for her larger than life book club.  Lastly, when I was married and in my twenties I joined my first intimate book club; a group of women, American ex-pats, all brought together in England because of our husbands jobs.  We shared the duty of hosting book club once a month, rotating between each other’s homes in our little cozy town in Oxfordshire, England. 
I came to discover that I was not only involved in a book club that exposed me to cultures and writers I had never explored before, but that right in the heart of this beautiful county was a literary trove of writers and stories so historically vast that I spent my days wandering in and out of their worlds; all of us linked through time through a lovely university town called: Oxford. 
            I remember the first time that I had gotten off the bus in Oxford, I decided to get off somewhere along St. Giles only to promptly come to a group of pedestrians standing outside a pub called, The Eagle and Child, I came to find out that this pub had been frequented by none other than the literary greats, J.R.R. Tolkien and C.S. Lewis.  Tolkien and Lewis had been a part of a literary discussion group called: The Inklings.  This group would mostly meet at Magdalen College, the school in which Lewis lived, but occasionally the group would meet at the pub.  First readings of The Lord of the Rings were given here.  
            I stepped inside and took a seat at a table; I ordered a diet coke, and in true American style said, “no lemon, and with ice, please”.  I wondered if they had sat at these very tables?  By this time The Lord of the Rings had already been made into a movie trilogy that had taken the movie world by storm.  Accumulatively nominated for 30 Academy awards and winning 17, it could arguably be named the best trilogy in the history of film.  Sitting in this pub I wondered if Tolkien could have ever imagined the heights that his works would reach?  I had worked at Barnes & Noble in the states one Christmas as boxed sets of the beloved novels flew off the shelves. 
            After my soda, I decided to hit the pavement.  I wasn’t quite sure where I was going but my motto has always been:  if I don’t know what exactly it is that I want to see and I’ve never seen any of it, then it doesn’t exactly matter where I wander, does it?  So with that philosophy in mind, I walked out of the pub and turned right seeing as how to the left looked like nothing but boring houses and motor vehicles while to the right I could see the beginnings of some shops, and more people on foot.  I came to a corner with a Waterstone’s bookstore, which was a chain bookstore in England.  In the window was a flier announcing a night with Ian McEwan coming soon.  I jotted down the date and time in my moleskin notebook in my purse.  I didn’t go into Waterstone’s but was reminded of another bookstore that a friend had told me I must visit when I made it into town.  The store was called Blackwell’s and it was an institution in Oxford.  I asked a passerby the whereabouts and lucky for me it was just off the main road I had been traveling by a few blocks or so.  While Blackwell’s didn’t turn out to be the journey for me that it had been for my neighbor, I thought it was a nice bookstore overall with a rich history.  Apparently they had been the publisher of one of Tolkien’s first poems.  I imagine my neighbor felt about the store the way I would feel if I ever got the chance to visit City Lights Bookstore in San Francisco. 
After perusing the shelves I headed back down the road in the direction I had came to put me back to the main street that I wanted to continue to explore further.  I pressed on past many British chains all the while remembering how my favorite United States President had attended Oxford.  At this point, President Clinton had already released his book, My Life.  I had listened to an audio version of it in the car for months and had eventually bought a hard copy when I met him at a book signing event in Washington D.C.  It made me wonder; were great people drawn to Oxford, or did those same people only become great once they’d been to Oxford?
College students were everywhere; female students pranced through town in their ballet flats and with colorful scarves wrapped repeatedly around their necks; walking along with their friends and laughing.  I heard a group of them behind me, “He just doesn’t like me because I’m soft!”  I loved that, again, I made a note in my moleskin; how much more flattering it sounded in England than in America when one feels turned down because of their weight.  Male students looked studious in their peacoats and glasses, zipping through the market street on their old fashioned looking bicycles. 
I walked on and eventually found myself at Christ Church College, I paid a small fee to enter and before I knew it I was standing on the same staircase that Professor McGonagall stands on when she greets the students to their very first meal at Hogwarts in the children’s movie, Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone; based on the beloved children’s book of the same title.  I couldn’t believe it, for years I had been obsessed with this series; reading every book upon its midnight release, flying my sisters all over the world to go see the movies with me.  I could not wait to come back to this spot with them when they came to town to visit me.  Ahead of me at the top of the stairs was some ruckus as large amounts of people gathered at an entrance waiting for their turn to enter into the dining hall of the college, also used as the famous dining hall in the Harry Potter franchise. 
As I walked around the room, people pointed out the stained glass windows inspired by Alice in Wonderland.  Professor Lewis Carroll had been inspired and written the book from Christ Church College.  I couldn’t believe that students dined here, beneath these windows in this great hall.  When I’d had enough of battling with tourists through the hall, I left the building and just off the grounds and across the street from the college I came to the smallest shop called, “Alice’s Shop.”  It has become history that Carroll wrote his story for the Dean of Christ Church’s daughter, Alice Liddell.  Alice and her sisters had loved to visit this hundreds of years old shop, and so in the sequel to Alice, Professor Carroll wrote the shop into Through the Looking Glass.  The shop nowadays sells little trinkets dedicated to the novels: tea sets, books, and dolls. 
As I left the tiny souvenir shop I thought about my day; I had really only traveled the length of a really long street.  But this street was not your average street, it was bookended by two literary masters:  Tolkien and Carroll.  If Hollywood is home to the stars then Oxford could easily be home to the greatest writers of literature; sprawling throughout time Oxford has housed some of the greatest minds that have come up with some of the most enchanting stories.
I made my way back to the bus stop in front of The Eagle and Child, thinking about my day.  Because of the people that had once haunted these streets, I not only got to visit Oxford, but I’ve been to Wonderland, Narnia, and Middle Earth.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Dave Eggers

In 2010, someone recommended a book to me.  The book was, Zeitoun.  The author:  the incomparable Dave Eggers.  Cue a rapper in the background yelling out:  "Often imitated, never duplicated!"  All jokes aside, I probably would not have ever read this book based on the title or the cover; luckily for me I was in the throes of having a crush on the recommender and so I pressed on.  I'm so very glad I did (because let's put it this way the crush is long gone, but I still have Eggers)!

The book is a true story about a Syrian-American man named Zeitoun, living in New Orleans in 2005.  You guessed it; the plot is centered around the infamously horrific Hurricane Katrina and the aftermath of that storm.  The surprise comes when you suddenly can't remember if you are reading a book about 9/11 or Hurricane Katrina.  Zeitoun's story is unfathomable, and I highly recommend that people read it! 

Shortly after reading the book I saw that Dave Eggers was going to be doing a reading/discussion on the book at the historic Tattered Cover in LoDo.  While I definitely wasn't subscribed to the school of Eggers quite yet, I figured I would go check it out.

Picture this:

March 4th 2010, a girl on the verge of turning 29, and having recently discovered that she was indeed capable of noticing the men folk around her.  Hello.... Mecca!  Sensory overload!  Upon arriving at aforementioned book signing, she was surprised to see that in a swerving line that wound it's way through aisles of books there were scattered upon the floor: bearded men.  Bearded men drinking coffee, bearded men with their nalgene's, bearded men with their stacks of Dave Eggers books waiting to be signed.  Welcome to the cult of Dave Eggers! 

As I found my way to the back of the line and popped a squat on the floor, I looked at my phone:  2 hours to go!  Who is this author?  Why are there so many people here?  Sipping on my latte and listening to others around me I came to a conclusion:  These people care about education.  At the time I was working at a crummy call center that took advantage of people and put them on the path to education through for profit colleges where I knew they were going to pay way too much for their "education" and that their so called "credits" would never transfer to a legitimate institution.  Needless to say, at that point I was only dreaming of the day that I would work for a real school. 

---At last, they opened the doors for us!  The room quickly filled and people were left standing in any spot they could find around the edge and at the back of the room.  Once the room had settled, a staff member approached the podium and introduced... Dave Eggers!  He approached the podium.  He seemed kind of short; had some facial scruff, dark hair, deep eyes; overall a good looking fella.  By the end of his presentation I was in love. 

Eggers is quite accomplished.  Aside from shedding light on human rights violations, he has been a pulitzer prize finalist, has started a publishing empire, opened a chain of unique tutoring centers, has given one of the most inspiring TED talks about said tutoring centers, has written screenplays, and most recently has started a foundation called ScholarMatch where they help match under resourced kids with donors to raise funds for college.  He is AMAZING!!!

Since this magical night in March of 2010 where I became converted and now buy into all things "Eggers";  I have since read:  You Shall Know Our Velocity!, A Hologram for the King (his newest), and most recently I read his oldest, A Heartbreaking Work of Staggering Genius.  And can I just say, wow!?!?!  Sure, I haven't yet read everything the man has written, but I can honestly say that I think he may be the most influential and significant writer of our time!  And sure, his McSweeney's website is filled to the brim with worshipers of Dave; some are hilarious, and some don't even have an ounce of what he has and they come off as derivative wannabes.  Anyone familiar with his work cannot deny... that he has sparked a hip lit revolution!

Even with this healthy obsession, I will not be running out and reading every last word he has ever written right away; Eggers is not someone I want to saturate my reading craving with all at once.  I like to let whatever I've just read of his marinate for a while; enjoy it, take it in.  However, with each book of his read one thing becomes more and more undoubtedly clear: This won't be the last, I will be back for more!




Monday, April 29, 2013

Spring has Sprung... (if only temporarily)!



This past weekend was triumphantly gorgeous!  It was the kind of weekend where you open the windows; let the light in and air out the stuffiness of the winter months. It was a weekend where you sit on the patio at the coffee shop as you catch up with your friend.  The kind of weekend where you wear flip flops as you prep the yard for warmer weather.

When I was a child, I loved the long glorious days of summer and the holiday breaks over winter.  The older I get though, I have learned that those polarizations are no longer for me; I prefer the balance of Spring & Fall.  While I would be tempted to say that I prefer Fall with the re-emergence of warm lattes, cozy scarves and the NFL; I have to say sometimes, even though the leaves are beautiful as they are changing, I can't help but feel a little uneasy knowing that we are about to embark into the colder winter months, the financial stress of the holidays, and the gut wrenching feeling that the seasonal depression will no doubt take hold.  For those reasons I would currently have to say that I am crushing on Spring.

Glorious Spring!  Though my eyes are itchy, I am craving everything about this season.  The days are longer, the buds are about to bloom in full force, driving with the windows down, new fun music to listen to, and the college students are on the cusp of leaving campus!  I'm ready to turn in my lattes for fresh water and my scarves for flip flops!  I'm ready for the television seasons to come to an end, people to come out of hibernation, and for sunny weekends where I'm able to assist my parent's in the grooming of their yard!

The older I get I have also learned how much I enjoy yard work.  Maybe I like it so much because it's voluntary; it's not my yard, I don't have to do it every weekend, and I don't have to do anything that I don't want to do (like mow, although who doesn't love the smell of freshly cut lawn?).  For some reason unknown to me, in a world where I am impatient at any task that cannot quickly be done, I find so much tranquility in gardening!  It's like everything just slows down, and even after the day is done I rest so much better after a good day's work.  I feel like my soul is as fresh as if I'd went to India and prayed and meditated in an Ashram for 3 months!  Goodbye seasonal depression!

Yesterday, we trimmed back plants that we had not gotten to at the end of fall.  And my 3 favorite flower/plants had been completely buried in rocks from a fence incident last Fall and I just sat on the cool pavement in the shade and unburied them hoping that they may have survived, and while they may not be as beautiful as they have been in year's past, there was still green (which means there is still hope); I'm just calling this their "rebuilding" year in honor of last week's NFL draft.  Stay tuned.

Recently one of my favorite singers (& bloggers for that matter) shared something she had found elsewhere:

"Whether we are gardeners, or farmers, or city dwellers, there is a planting to be done in the spring. This is a time to take the plans you made while waiting for warmer weather -- those ideas about new projects, new endeavors, new steps toward a realized dream -- and begin to put them into action. It is a time to start doing.

The world is an example. It is showing you how to start. You need only open your awareness to its unfolding, and you will see how you might begin to manifest the changes of spring in your own life."

Love it!  Here's to Spring, and plans that had to be shaped in the darkness of the winter months!  Here's to watching them unfurl and bloom in the sunlight! 

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Magic Number... 32

WARNING:  This post talks honestly about stuff that we (and by "we" I mean single, reproductively challenged women) are made to feel we should keep to ourselves.  It might seem a bit cliche to some; but so is getting married, having kids, and resigning yourself to a life in the suburbs and dinners at Chili's on a Friday night.  We all are a cliche in one form or another. 




A week from today I will be 32.

32, that's heavy.  Almost as heavy as a box that I keep in my closet.  Five years ago after a grueling year and a half of attempting to get pregnant, I was told that I probably would never have my own child, and if I did get pregnant the chances of carrying to term were very slim.  Then I lost my husband (at the time it felt like it was because I was a failure (reproductively speaking); after a seizure and many hours of therapy I have been able to separate these two events in my mind, though the timing of these two events eerily coincide).

32... it's one of those numbers... every woman has one.  It's the number where you start to analyze how your life isn't measuring up to where you thought you'd be.  It's the number where you start to project the "even if" scenarios.  Even if I weren't reproductively challenged... I would still have to meet someone, fall in love, be with them for long enough to be sure (which as we get older the time lengthens because--- let's face it--- we have been hurt so now there are walls that have to crumble, and tiny ninjas (aka BELIEFS) with swords that need to be assassinated... they are all around our heart "protecting" it in case someone actually manages to scale or knock down the wall).  And "if" someone can make it that far... then there is the traditional path of marriage, and then the oh so scary... attempting to start a family.  "Even if" I meet some champion samurai wall buster and we go through all the phases at olympic speed... I'd still be somewhere around 35-36 and then not only am I working against my reproductively challenged organs... I'm also working against a flood of statistics that say the chances are getting slimmer every year because I'm "old" in terms of having babies.

So... what to do when you are turning 32 and reality starts settling in?  Sure, I'm not where I wanted to be, but after 5 years I do think my divorce was a blessing in disguise.  It's the baby stuff that won't leave me... after all of the convincing myself that children are not something I really want in my life, and after telling myself that society makes us believe that we want kids but if people would take the time to do some serious reflecting they would probably find that they really don't want that "traditional" life at all.  After all of this... why then does it still feel so bad when I'm looking over the rough draft for my grandma's obituary and there is a list of all the grandchildren scribbled off to the side, each with a number next to it and I realize mine doesn't have a number because I don't have any kids?  Why does it cross my mind that when I die, I won't have a slew of children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren sitting around my kitchen table planning my funeral?  Why does it hurt so bad when I hear my mother say to my sister in law, "that you're not a real woman until you've had five kids!"?  Why is it that when I'm being lazy and having a Sex and the City marathon I find myself having small outbursts of grief anytime Charlotte has to face another disappointment in herself and her body that she can't just do the one thing she wants more than anything and that our body is made to do???

Sure, my life is not all sad tears over children I might never have.  In some ways, I have a very charming little life.  I have an amazing family, adorable nephews, and a fabulous group of friends.  While the house that I live in is not maintained on the outside... the gutters are filled with leaves, and there are some trees with a lot of dead branches that need trimming... the inside (of my little place anyway) has an infinite amount of old world charm.  Yet, sometimes I can't help feeling that this is where the old and rejected have come to pass their measly single lives!  Which then makes me think--- am I just lonely for companionship?  If I knew that I could let down the drawbridge and let someone in when the day comes... can I still have the life I always wanted... just with a slightly skewed picture... maybe a little less ABC Family and a little more Food & Travel?  Is all that I want is someone to care when I'm gone?  Do I need kids for that?  Do I even need a husband?  Will it say that my life was less than someone else's in fullness if I don't have rows of people, whole generations, that are there because of me?  Will my life be less meaningful if I don't have a fireplace with stocking after stocking hanging above it at Christmas time, and framed pictures of people throughout the years-- dance recitals, graduations, weddings?

And, I confuse myself...  because I can't tell if I'm accepting things the way they are and pressing on or if I'm just convincing myself that I actually want this other life when in reality I want the cookie-cutter, pottery barn, big house in the suburbs near the good schools life???  And this life I'm convincing myself that I want (or do I really want it?) isn't even one that I can maintain right now--- sure, I might be ok not having the husband and kids if I could afford to travel, if I was doing something I love (like writing-- and I was good at it).  But that is not my life. The reality is I go to a job where I make enough to get by, I escape through books, my biggest joys are the days I spend with my mom, my sister, and my nephews and my morning latte.

And at the end of the day as much as I want to believe that I will someday be the next Elizabeth Gilbert, the reality is my box wasn't filled with National Geographics and maps of places I'd like to go.  Sure, I always knew I wanted to go to Paris & London (and I did) so maybe now I just need to dream of new places... but my box was always filled with a family.  I had names of children that I thought I'd someday have written down in a notebook long before I ever had my first period.
In college I wrote this poem:

I want my little girl
to sit next to me in the mirror
imitating what I do
powdering her nose
and smearing lipstick from one
side of her precious lips to the other
I want to laugh and take pictures of her
so the moment can be with me always
I want to go all out for big events
like Christmas
I want to decorate
to entertain
to go caroling and create new traditions
to pass on to my little girl
I want to go to her dance recitals
and watch her move gracefully
because she is a girl
and she can
Most of all I want her to
give me a kiss good night
every night
and then go upstairs and say
her prayers
before her little head rests
on her pillow and she is
carried off to the sweetest of dreams

I even knew what I would decorate her nursery like... and I'm still the girl that though my life was falling apart and I was prancing around town in a bracelet that said "Fall Risk" from my ovary surgery (I thought it was too symbolic to take off), I still went into the little children's clothing store Janie and Jack (mostly because I'm a masochist) and bought a onesie that was a promise to myself that I would not give up hope or let go of my dream.

So here I am... 5 years later, approaching 32.  Is it time to give up hope?  Life sure isn't what I expected it to be or even what I want it to be.  I've heard it said that God only gives us what we can handle-- and for the most part I feel with what I was dealt I've done a pretty good job, but I do feel I'm at the proverbial crossing in the woods.  Do I get my ass in shape, find someone to share my life with, and hope a miracle happens or that we can someday afford to adopt?  Do I let go of the box in my closet and quit dragging that around with me?  Do I start looking for a career that satisfies me and takes me places that can make me forget that I once wanted more than anything else to be a mom?

I think the answer is that I build the kind of life that I want if it's just going to be me, and if life throws some curveballs (which it inevitably will) then I adapt as they come; and the most important thing is to not close off my heart to the possibility of curveballs.  And hopefully, I'm praying to God, I figure it all out one day and can find peace with what has been given to me and the choices that I've made since.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

On the hunt...

Lately I have been on the hunt.  For a man?  God no!  For a goodread? No, I'm overwhelmed as it is!  I have been on the hunt for a blog address!  Yep, that's right.  Bored of the kd-onceuponatime, and trying to shake a stalker my blog was on the move!  I visited findingmygriffe for a moment, and then I even sat with just my name: karstee.blogspot.com; when today it happened... in the most natural and meant to be way.  I was reading Franny and Zooey by J.D. Salinger when the character Franny is talking about praying and she says: "I mean that's the whole point of it, more or less. I mean you do it to purify your outlook and get an absolutely new conception of what everything's about."  This blew my mind.

Let me back up...

The past month I have fallen into a funk.  Something rather huge happened last month: my grandma passed away.  Now that she has left this life to join my grandpa in the afterlife; my dad and my aunt and uncle are tasked with sorting through their parents life and donating and selling items including the house we all grew up in.  Losing both of my grandparents, and oddly enough-- their house, has put me in the most somber of moods. I just can't seem to shake it.

On a much more insignificant level I made the mistake of logging into Facebook and therefore re-activating my account.  When am I ever going to learn?

I also am facing haunted memories of significant dates, drama with the aforementioned stalker, disappointment in my own behavior in how I've handled said stalker (who really for all intensive purposes is not a stalker--- she just started to feel like one after a week of being inundated with unwanted emails), work is busy and I feel dissatisfied with what I do (why does the dissatisfaction always have to creep in?), and winter seems like it might never give way to spring... all of this coupled with an apprehension over the place that I live and the choices that I've made to get me here has left me exhausted, anxious and extremely unhappy.

Where did the contentment go???

So, back to the present moment... purify your outlook.  That's it!  My God!  I need to purify my outlook!  Instantly I knew this has to be my focus.  These are my words!  Purified outlook.  It is my mission statement.  And lo and behold it isn't being used by any other person on this planet as a blog address, so it's mine!  Technically, it is Salinger's but I'm adopting it!  Welcome.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

How Karstee got her "griffe" back


“Though Griffe literally translates as “claw,” Parisians have redefined it to mean “stamp,” “label,” or “signature.” it describes the pattern of favorite cafes, shops, walks, meeting places, which each of us imposes on the city and which makes it uniquely “our Paris.” a Griffe is no trivial thing. As surely as a passport, it identifies one as a bona fide resident, with loves, hates, tastes, and prejudices.”-John Baxter

As of today, this blog is no longer titled "Once Upon a Time"...  oh no, no!  Say goodbye to the blog of yesteryears... this blog is all about forward movement.  What does this "griffe" have to do with anything you might be wondering?  Well, let me tell you!

Tonight I gave a co-worker a ride home from work and during that car ride we started talking about London (talking about places with my co-workers is not uncommon seeing how they are all very well traveled and it is what we do for a living:  we are in the business of sending college students all over the world).  While talking about London, my friend asked me what I did when I lived in England.  When I told her that I used to be a housewife--- that my days and nights were filled with bowling leagues, book club, bunco, bible studies, and weekly coffee engagements with my other neighborly ladies of leisure I almost couldn't believe that used to be my life!  Trust me, there are things I miss and I'm not looking down upon that life, it just seems like another lifetime to me; so very foreign.

What I do realize is that in those years, I lost myself.  My goals and my dreams went out the window while furthering someone else's goals & dreams became my life.  In the years since that time period; there has been a lot of recovering, acceptance, and learning taking place.

When I read the passage above it was like bells going off!  I'm a person in search of my griffe.  I don't mean just my favorite cafes, shops, walks, etc.  I am looking for my label!  My signature!  I want to be a resident of this world!  I'm looking to find me, not the me before the years that I gave up to someone else; and not the wounded, scarred person in the years right after; I want the me that has learned from those lessons, accepted them, forgiven myself for them, and grown from them!  Accepting every little inch of who I've been so that I can love who I'm becoming!!!

I feel like I did when I was 18, I'm on the cusp of graduating and there is a whole world of possibilities before me.  I feel strong, limitless, and rejuvenated!  I wonder what my stamp on this world will be?

Life at 31 on the eve of 32 sure looks different than what I thought it was going to be 10 years ago; but even that thought is so refreshing!  I love that there is no predictability... While I'll admit there are times that I have mourned that my life didn't go the traditional way it was supposed to, those days are over; now all I can see is that wherever it's going it is going to be unique!  

Last night I went to a talk on campus given by an NPR correspondent that has spent a lot of time in Turkey reporting on the Arab Spring, particularly in Syria.  She said that Syria is facing a "humanitarian crisis of epic proportions".  I left there feeling on fire, impassioned, and like I sometimes feel in church when I get that gnawing feeling in the back of my mind or in the deepest chambers of my heart that tell me that I'm not living the way I should be or that there is a higher calling for me.

Before I ever got married I was so in love with History & Politics.  Every now and then I am reminded of this... I just know that this is the time for me to delve back into my passions and to pay close attention to what my heart is telling me and to be open to all the possibilities that life may hold.  I'm listening world!

Thursday, January 3, 2013

Top 2012 Picks

Now is the time of year when people reflect on the year that just passed and the internet abounds with top 2012 lists, so this year I decided I would make my own (movies excluded because I don't think I saw anything worth writing about). Without adieu...

                                                                 Top 3 Fiction Books

1.  A Hologram for the King by Dave Eggers

Dave Eggers is my King.  I love him, the man can do no wrong.  I would propose marriage if he weren't already betrothed and I believed myself worthy.  That said, Eggers is making a statement about America's place in the world with this novel (and that is behind China).  He also makes us look at a flailing businessman that feels out of place in a world filled with new technologies and new selling strategies.  The setting reminds us of other cities in the middle east that we have seen on the rise that remind us of an America of yesteryears-- one full of promise and indulgences that landed us where we are today.

2.  The Sea is my Brother by Jack Kerouac

A lost novel of Jack Kerouac's published in 2012, what a treat!  This book clearly shows Mr. Kerouac's own battle within-- to stay put and make roots or to flee to places unknown!  Naturally, fleeing wins out in the end (that should come as no surprise to anyone familiar with Kerouc's work). 

3.  In One Person by John Irving

To see my thoughts on this book, please go to my previous post.
Book Review

                                                                 Top 3 "Other" Books

1.  Love, An Index by Rebecca Lindenberg

Again, please see previous post.
Perspective

2.  Paris in Color by Nichole Robertson

By far one of my favorite picture books featuring one of my most beloved cities!  The photographer also has a wonderful blog:  http://obviousstate.com/

3.  Paris vs New York: A Tally of Two Cities by Vahram Muratyan

This book comes is just the cutest thing!  Each page spread has a graphic of something that represents Paris and on the other half something which represents New York.  It is up to the reader to decide which city they love most!

Plus... one last minute pick that I got over the holiday break...

4.  Celebrate:  A Year of Festivities for Family and Friends by Pippa Middleton

Who doesn't love the Middleton girls?  This book is gorgeous!  It gives great ideas for celebrating some of the largest holidays to some of the uniquely British ones!  Love it!!!

                                                                 Top 3 Albums

1.  Tristan Prettyman's Cedar and Gold
Once more, please see my post on why this album would be number 1 for me!
Grateful
Also, check out Tristan's blog, I love it:
http://icecreamisbetterwithafork.tumblr.com/

2.  The Dave Matthews Band's Away From the World
Although this isn't my favorite album of theirs, this proves that the Dave Matthews Band is still making quality music, with thoughtful lyrics and that their sound is adjusting with their age.   Plus, he had me at "When the juice is dripping off your chin one peach is not enough".  Oh Dave Matthews, you slay me!

3.  I couldn't come up with a third album that just knocked my socks off... so for honorable mentions I would have to say Glen Hansards' Rhythm and Repose, Melody Gardot's The Absence, and Mumford & Sons' Babel.





So, that's my list, my two cents if you will.  If any of you have your top books, albums, or movies from 2012 please share!